When we look at things energetically, we can see how a desire for something in one area is reflected in other desires across multiple areas of our lives. They are different desires directed towards distinct arenas, and yet they are energetically similar. They share a quality, a direction, a driving tone. This video is about a longing for weight and pressure. About wanting a man’s body to squeeze me back into myself. About wanting to curl into a small ball and shut my eyes very tightly. About wanting the intensity of my emotions to force me into an inner journey. About wanting my own focus to pin me to accountability in my projects. And longing for many heavy blankets to lie on top of me as I sleep. They are the same energy. In a way, they are the same desire.
