The Idea of Woman: Unpacking Internalized Sexism

I am turning thirty in a few weeks and I am taking the opportunity to take stock and make some very clear choices. Specifically, I have a lot of bullshit floating around in me about what it means to be a woman. About who women are, who men are and who I am supposed to…

Apple Reviews

I made this video with my friend Zaac. We review different kinds of apples. Yup. Apple Reviews. 2017. CHECK OUT THE VIDEO HERE!! 

Men, Men, Men!! An Ode to David Deida… Kinda

There is a lot of guff about the New Age use of the words masculine and feminine. They don’t jive too well with the current political climate… or like, the women’s movement. But there is something archetypally essential about these distinctions. And if we can decouple them from genitalia and the socially-constructed gender roles for…

Dear White People

“Good and Evil advance together, as part of the same movement” -Jean Baudrillard We are at a moment of tremendous historical opportunity for white people. Right now, we are knee-deep in a full on movement for racial equality and a lot of its success is resting on the shoulders and nestled in the heart potential…

Tell Me: How The Fuck YOU DOIN??

HERE IS THE VIDEO! Lately, I have been listening to MUSIC. I have always been listening to music, but recently I have been LISTENING to music. Like it’s everything. I have been living inside music, letting it pick me up and carry me with its unique current to the bank of its world where I…

Diurnal

What is this video? Ah… something about mortality. Check it out HERE!

At the Creative Edge

There is a class of activities observed in animals that zoologists call ‘displacement behaviors.’ These happen when an animal is experiencing two conflicting desires. A crane will groom itself instead of fight another crane for limited nest-building reeds due to its desire for flock harmony. It is speculated that Bonobos will have sex instead of…

Pressed

When we look at things energetically, we can see how a desire for something in one area is reflected in other desires across multiple areas of our lives. They are different desires directed towards distinct arenas, and yet they are energetically similar. They share a quality, a direction, a driving tone. This video is about…

With Tongue

Here is the exercise: 1. Scan your body and find the place of your deepest longing. 2. Become that part. Speak as it, move as it, feel its wanting. 3. Become the thing that would come and perfectly meet that part of your body with exactly what it is asking for. Who are you? What…

YOU

This is the only picture of us there is. Shot by a drunken friend in a shitty Oakland bar the New Years you came to visit me and my ex-boyfriend got alcohol poisoning and and I choose to take care of him instead of be with you. Sorry about that. Neither one of us drank….

The Church In New Mexico

I went to New Mexico because an astrologer told me it was a good place for me. Seriously. That’s why. In my ongoing search for a place in this country that meets all my qualifications of diversity, wellness culture and weather, I’ll follow any lead I get a wiff of. CHECK OUT THE VIDEO HERE…

My Headphones They Saved My Life

I made this for Eddie Vedder and the angsty eleven year old who still lives inside me. Check Out This Video About Feelings I Have Sometimes HERE